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Thursday, 28 September 2017

Remind Me

Hi ella.

Today I feel like shit. I'm a mess today. Haven't shower and feeling hungry and shit. Still oncall. Still sleepy.

Today is no fun. Patients that I have been taking care of for hours have gone for C-sec and on top of that, Im left with just 1 more freaking SVD to conduct.

I am tired. I am drained. I made mistakes.

Remind me why I chose Medicine again.
Remind me why I chose this never ending working hours.
Remind me why the hell I want to help people when I,myself need help more.

Sometimes it's all too much.
I want to cry. But complaining means you're weak. You are expected to bear it all. To be okay kena maki. To be okay tak tidur for 1 day.

I have class tomorrow. And Im still oncall. Im tired. And I have to be okay.

Dear Ella,
Remind me why I chose this field again.

29/8/17
Ella

Monday, 25 September 2017

I'm a final year!

Hi assalamualaikum.

Sedar x sedar almost 6 months je lagi untuk mengadap final exam. It has been an overwhelming and challenging journey untuk sampai ke tahap ni...but yang lebih challenging dan gila ialah exam bulan 4 next year. Rasa nak menangis pula memikirkannya. Hahah. Sometimes I feel like macam xcukup je ilmu di dada as a final year medical student. But orang kata macam tu bagus so we know we can improve ourselves more and jangan overrrrr confident sangat. Hahah. Alhamdulilah setakut takut den, tak sabar nak habis belajar huhu. I wanna work work work work *cue lagu Rihanna*

Some people said yang study lagi best dari kerja but for me, I wanna work. I wanna make decisions, be responsible and of course I wanna earn moneyyy dengan titik peluh sendiri. Nothing beats the feeling of getting your first paycheck! It's not going to be easy buttt I believe that disebalik kesulitan ada kesenangan. Kalau hidup nak senang je memang kat situ jeeeelaaaaa hang. Huhu


Hopefully by 6 months I will be ready for Final Exam. Also, I am thankful for many reasons. At the moment I have so many reasons to be happy and I wish things stay the same way.

Everyday is a good day. If it isnt, its just still  too early or you havent had your coffee yet. 😎

Adios.

Friday, 9 June 2017

Review IN2IT Liquid Matte Lipstick

Hi assalamualaikum!

Yes I know this blog dah berhabuk and almost nothing was posted for such a long time :') I have been busy with life and life so far has been quite a journey. Cehwah. Surprisingly, this is going to be a review post. Yes you hearddddd meee people. So yesterday as I was hanging around in Guardian TBS saja lah bodek-bodek all the lipsticks yang ada. No, seriously I tried almost all yang ada :') I think I need a new one and so I bought one. The funny thing about this IN2IT liquid matte is that packaging dia of coursely seakan-akan menyamai Kylie Jenner's. The world nowadays teach us about the opposite of copyright and originality without a hint of guilt haha. Long story short, I tried one of the shades anddddd I loveeed it. So here goes the review:-

IN2IT Liquid Matte Lipstick (05 Rogue)

Hasil carian imej untuk in2it liquid matte
Photo: Credit google (All the shades available)



I got mine in the shade of Rogue 05. Totally into nude/brownish lipstick these days. Im aging guys.

Pros:
1. Highly pigmented. Sekali sapu je dah bole cover your lips which is gooood as you won't feel the need to put on too much product on your lips.
2. Smells good. It has fruity-ish smell to it which I think quite nice. As long as it doesn't smell like chemical and tayar I don't mind. Haha
3. Staying power +++++. To remove this from my lips I actually had to use baby oil (cause Im a baby that's why LOL). You don't actually need to apply a second coat whatsoever after first application.
4. Cheap. (RM20+This lipstick actually reminds me of my Nyx Matte Lipstick which is a little more expensive than this one so I did good. Haha
5. Not drying yet not moisturizing? Haha I can't decide but I guess that's okay. Nyx Matte Lipstick is quite drying for me.

Cons:
1. Sticky. Even after you pakai, you will feel its stickiness when you press your lips together. But I can live with that. Unless you're the type of person yang tak suka sticky lipstick then this is not for you.
2. It transfersss. Yes but not that much. So, you can expect a little (sikit jer) stain on glass/sudu/mangkuk/periuk LOL (I actually tried this okay people hmmmm Im that extra)
3. Limited shades. There are only 5 shades available and I loveee them all except that Im kind of bored with pink/red-ish lipsticks at the moment.

Conclusion: - I really like this lipstick and I think this would be a cheaper and good dupe to Nyx Matte Lipstick which is slightly expensive than this one. Anyways, totally recommended!



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